And a year and some later....

So it's been over a year since my last post, so I thought to myself. I said "Self, what better time to write a blog than a year after your last post at almost 2 in the morning when you told yourself you would get up at 10 and work out the next morn?". So here I am. If you are reading this, welcome to my blog where magical writings happen (like you couldn't tell already!). So here I go again.

And don't worry. Even though I'm a sophisticated college student who is currently in the midst of training for her waitressing job this summer, I'll try to stoop down to a level that you folk can understand.

So college. Looking back on this past year, I feel like I did a total of maybe 3 things. Those things are study (duh), spend a lot of time on facebook, and drank way too much Starbucks. All 3 which are probably a giant waste of my time. But for some reason, I feel more grown up. Must be all that coffee. Mmm I could really go for an iced caramel macchiato right about now. Too bad there are NO Starbucks here in Ottertail, MN - Population: like 15. I have an addiction. It's bad.

Besides those 3 things, I guess this year was good. A lot of it sucked actually. Like to the point where I just wanted to pick up and leave. But I had a few good friendsies here and there who carried me though. My best friend there, Marissa, is actually leaving to go to Milwaukee next year. So. You know. That's really really cool. I don't know. I honestly keep changing my mind back and forth on whether I want to be at Stevens Point or not. It's hard to keep track. For now, I'm sticking with Stevens Point. Spanish Major. Drama Minor. With the way things are going, that will probably change. But I AM going to be studying abroad in Valladolid, Spain next Spring hopefully, so I'm hoping that'll raise my spirits.

Sorry if I sound a little dumpy right now. And sorry I just said the word "dumpy". Hope you didn't think of poop or anything. Anyway. Things are just kinda frustrating right now. I'm going on my 4th day of training at work with all new people and living at the lake with my sister where currently none of my friends reside. Times can get pretty lonely. It doesn't help that the few days I was actually in Fargo, I was tired all the time so I didn't even have that much fun with my friends. AND the weather is dumpy. There I go again. Sorry. But seriously though. So depressing. I suppose I didn't really know what to expect this summer. First summer away from Trollwood and I'm already Judgy McJudgerson. I just get all freaky about meeting new people. I don't know why, but automatically when I meet new people, I just assume that they hate me unless they laugh at a joke I make or personally approach me and ask me questions or something. Which there isn't much of at good ol' Willy T's training days. But I know it'll get better. Everything just takes time. I'm just an impatient little ginger who wants everyone to like her and wants to have a fun summer. Guess we'll just have to wait and see.

I guess I'll leave you (aka NOBODY) with that. I'll keep it relatively short. Who knows! Maybe there will be more to come.

Dear future me,

please prove me wrong.

thanks

love, present me.